Shame on me

My hemog.lobin A1.c levels have not gone down. It's at a 6.3. In order to safely try for a baby it needs to be 6.0 or below. It's my fault and I know it. I just don't have a body that deals well with unhealthy eating and over the holidays (and beyond) I didn't do what I should have. I honestly feel a lot of shame about this. I've got to make it right.

Here are my excuses:

• It is expensive to eat healthy...honestly it is.
• It takes more of an effort to eat healthy. I will have to plan the meals. We can't just grab a quick bite to eat somewhere, unless it's a salad.
• I really get tired of salads very easily.
• When you are busy eating healthy easily goes out the window.

So, those are my excuses. I'm packing those excuses into a box, sealing them tightly and shipping them off to Borneo. Good-bye.