Working the system

So, today AF came and when I looked at the calendar I realized that my appointment on the 17th is going to cut it way too close to O date for this cycle to even be a possibility. You see, my doctor has told us to NOT try to have a baby until I see her on the 17th. Now, I know why she is doing this, but it's just that no one elses doctor seems to be making them wait after they start the met. I am on pins. and. needles. I'm ready to go. Ready to try again. So what did I do about it? I changed my appointment. Is that shameless? Am I messing with fate? Am I forcing this? Or am I just going bat-crazy?

At this point I just feel like we need to make the most of every cycle.

As for this past cycle I'm really not sure if I ovulated or not. With Fertility Friend on the "advanced" setting I get dotted crosshairs with ovulation on cycle day 17, but with FF on the "FAM" setting I get no ovulation detected. GAH!! Seriously? Seriously. So, that's a big fat "who the heck knows if I ovulated or not". So, should I just go ahead and ask for the cl.omid at my appointment? I think that she'll give it to me. I'm just not sure if she will monitor me...which I'm not happy about. Ooooor, should I ask to be referred to an RE? I'm kind of leaning toward this option. So many people say that time spent with a regular OBGYN when you have PCOS is a waste of time. I'm not into wasting time.

I don't know if anyone reads this blog but...advice?